i'm getting restless
I think I’ve been home for too long. I’m getting bored, and restless. Sometimes I wonder what I’m even coming home to. I love my hometown though. I think I’m just at an age where I don’t want to slow down, I want the days to be fast, I want to be doing something all the time.
I miss my friends back at uni. And I’m kind of worried, because its been more than a month and I don’t want things to have changed. One of my friends is falling apart with her best friend, who’s moving to a different country later this year. We’re too close to being a couple, she explained. I wondered whether she was right, whether friendships that didn’t fit neatly into the dichotomy of romantic and platonic were more difficult in the long run.
I’ve had ambiguous friendships like that in the past. I’d hazard to say that I’m in one right now. But the thing is, I don’t really mind whether it ends up swinging romantic or platonic. Even if it is platonic, it’s a really special friendship that I will treasure.